1) I don't do drama. I haven't for a very long time. It's high school. It's immature. I don't play games or tell lies just to get a rise out of people or see how they'll react. It's not worth it. I like to watch people as time progresses. There is no need to instigate anything because eventually you'll figure out how the person reacts. Or maybe you'll never have too.
2) I like to read. It's made me the person I am, honestly. And people who thinking reading is pointless bother me. I don't think you have to read but I do, so there. Books make me comfortable and make me calm. I don't think I'd be the calm, introspective person I am without them. I also don't think I would be creative person I am.
3) I handle stress better than most people. I do a million things a day. A lot of people do a lot of things, yes, but you will hardly ever hear me complain because I love everything I do. If I didn't love it, I wouldn't do it. The fact that I sometimes don't sleep or I have to put off eating doesn't bother me because I'm happy doing this, being busy.
4) I'm scared of love. I've done it and I got hurt. Typical story but it's why I am the way I am. I have walls that I want someone to break down so badly but I'm scared I won't find someone who will take the time or who I will want to let in.
5) I don't rush time. I'm fine where I am in my life. I'm not saying I sit back and don't do anything but I don't want to be grown up. I like being in college at this very moment so I'm making the most of it. And when I graduate and get my first job, I will make the most of that. And when I get married and have my first kid, I will enjoy that. But all in good time.
So there you go. Five things you need to know and now maybe you'll understand me a little better.
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